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So today is a shit day, the kind where it finally sets in on you that no one really cares about you or your shitty life. Now I know that every one has their days where they want to give up and cave in but it seems like I've had that day for the past 6 years. Ever since I left the nest its been a down hill ride and a struggle that I can't win, and with all the pressures or financial situations piling on top of relationship struggles, and day to day bull shit. I feel like I have no more will to live."overly dramatic" true but in all seriousness I have been within the pros and cons heavily lately and its like the pros were meant to win I worry sometimes about if I may finally sign out for good. And I don't want any hypocritical b.s. about how its so bad yet EVERYONE has at least thought about suicide once in life. And if you haven't trust me and millions of other honest people that don't require a mask of denial or lies you will. Thanks for reading signing out on this 29th day of December 2010, dead13

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